Know what's worse than wanting to shit ? Having to flush with the system clogging up on you because your shit was smelly. I guess I can take comfort in the fact that I was at home, whew. I just went all the way to school for a 20 minute assesment on bloody art. Thank God my sister fetched me, if not I probably wouldn't have gone. Anyhoo, the teacher insisted that she sensed something about me, like my body was there but my spirit was somewhere else (she did too much mandala painting maybe...?) And this wasn't the first teacher that said so. How can they tell... Whhheird. Most say I'm wasting my time. I couldn't tell her the God reason though, cause she's buddhist. But anyways, I shan't complain because then I will really feel like quitting and I must remind myself about the zoo/resorts world incident. That is the key confirmation point. Bear on, I shall :( I'm very excited though, for when I graduate. It's like a mystery. And I know some people will think there's no mystery if there's no cert but I don't take that, just step out to what you are supposed to do and I don't mean what other people expect you to do. That's what I believe anyway. Ah well. Different lives different opinions. Anyhoo, I hope the weather becomes 10 deg. That way, I can ride with the FF and not feel or sweat like a pig.