Holy shit, I have to stay back an extra year. One MORE effing year. That is utterly grotesque. While all the people in my batch get to say their goodbyes in a year before leaving for internship, I have to frikin' swallow myself and suck the remaining subjects in. Shall I just look at this positively in the sense that my timetable will be relaxed for the remaining semesters and I will have more time to study and henceforth I can supposedly do better. Well I had better work harder to get a higher GPA, it's the only reason that can salvage the fact that I've to stay back one more year in poly, who the hell stays back in poly geez. My parents offered me the option of switching course (wtf no) and when I offered the reasonable option of a vespa, I got a very solid and angry N.O. Obviously a vehicle that is God-forbidden in the eyes of my family. Oh well, SUCK IT UP man, SUCK. IT. UP! I will have to spend 4 hours of my time in travelling for the next 1.5 years of my life. Oh dear Lord, please give me a chariot of some sort. Ah, I regretted my thoughts this evening, I hope they bury themselves deep and never surface. I need to get through this, it has to be done. Okay I am gonna go soak in the aircon now, it's like a bloody sauna in SG seriously.