My bubble just got pierced when I found out that I failed four subjects... Four out of five, good job man. Frankly speaking, I thought I would pass. I know it is rather impossible since I was close to failing the CA but I believed God would've helped me since He wanted me to be here. But now I'm having my doubts. What if I heard wrongly, what if maybe I got deceived, what if there was some reverse psychology involved, what if there's another plan... Omg. Great. What I need is a sign. A clear sign, a humongous sign that says GO or STAY. Just that, I don't need to know where to go or how to stay. I just need to know whether I should go or stay. Ah crap I don't know man. What am I supposed to do now. Besides studying duh. I need time to figure this out. I need to vanish up to heaven right now and ask my question. - I'm still here. Geeez I hate being lost. But it's part of the process isn't it. Wandering and ...stuff. How the heck am I gonna study now. Okay I have to do it, I have to study, I just have to bear this one week. If I fail again, it will be questionable.