Tore a huge hole in my pants while trying to sit with my legs crossed. That and I just spent the whole morning-afternoon not studying. Why does education ruin everything. People say studying is not a waste of time, essential for the future. Being forced to learn un-applicable stuff is a waste of time IMO, knowledge is learning something out of interest, not being forced to memorise shit only to forget it all days after. Too bad the world doesn't see this POV. I hate this feeling. I wonder if all the other people out there feel the same. I wonder how the animals feel. I also wonder how come I don't see any dead animals. Don't they die, how come there are rarly any dead birds, bats, squirrels or rats and so on, decomposing beside a tree of some sort. Where do they go. I try to look into my dog's eyes to see if it reflects anything in the supernatural. I see nothing. I wonder if those that are left on earth are going to see the Jesus in revelations and all the arch angels in armageddon. I wonder how it's gonna look like. I wonder what Burney chirps about. I wonder when the world will come to an end, I hope it's soon. I wonder how I'm going to get through this. I WONDER. Gee I shall go cycling soon.