Sigh, this is torture... it's kinda like the moment of darkness. IT KILLS, ATTEMPTS TO. I checked my netbook earlier and like wtflood I have been playing that blurdy tactical strategy game for like 11 hours, not continuously obviously but ew. That's how much studying ruins you, it makes you play games that distract you furthur. See if there wasn't a need to study I'd probably be doing something better. Tried to train Burdman just now but the bird was vicious man! He turned into an aggressive eagle. Scary. I shall rest only when he learns how to play dead. Torley is also close to understanding "close the door!", I'm guessing a few more days of pushing his paws to the door will do the trick. Heard the postman and was hopeful that my bike stuff would arrive today. It didn't :( damn, maybe saturday. 4 more days of exam, okay 3 more since I'm not counting in the last one. Bullshit if the topics that I picked out don't come out tomorrow, I'm dead. This is like so unrewarding, same style as the lottery but you don't get money ??? All you get is a dumb pass, or fail even. Ughughguhgguhughuhhhhhhhhhgggghhh ever had that feeling where you're trying to study and you're staring at the words but nothing's going in and you're someplace else...? Hate that man, it has been happening for 2 years now. I have been a professional daydreamer since young, books and I are not meant to be. So what can I call this ? A time of trial, a time of obedience, a time of submission, a time to trust...... Time out man.