Today was the supposed day of the 500-year-record-breaking eclipse shit which I barely noticed. Except the fact that the weather was so beautiful in the morning, there was no darkness or extreme shit happening. Just a rainy, cloudy and windy day, which is a perfect gift for when you don't hafta go to school. Sigh, why does time pass so fast when you're avoiding the damned notes, and why does it pass so slowly and painfully when you're reading it, trying to memorise every dot of ink though you understand nothing and scanning it out onto the bloody exam paper in time to come. Ugh, studying is such a chore, but it needs to be done, and done quickly! and there is something wrong with blogger, I can't seem to find the toolbar, weird. Maybe the eclipse shifted some computer knick-knacks. I just shut down my facebook account. I realised it was never put to good use anyway...except for when you're finding people for a movie. But anyhoo, I never needed it anyway. I would like to retreat to a mountain when I have the time and money, for like a week or something. I just want to spend time soaking. Finding, talking, listening, playing the ocarina. Ah, I wonder when I'll ever be able to do that. Sometimes, retreating from society is a good thing. It isn't about being emo, but rather, it brings you back to where you should really be heading and also what you should really be doing. Some things can't change, and sometimes you have to restrain. It isn't about who you are or who you're going to be but it's about what you are inside... ....anyway, I wonder why animals never get pisais. do they not have nose hairs ??? I have been bearing this pisai syndrome since young. I think my nose hairs are way too effective.