Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. Yeah there isn't much of school next week and the holidays are coming up no doubt the exams but who's to say what after the holidays! School WILL begin again for those who remain. The holidays only prove to be a temporary form of satisfaction and a short one at that, considering the fact that I only have that little time to find another alternative. If I don't have any, I'm doomed for the next two years. Two years. That's a lot of time at hand. And what about my results, the only reason why I care now is 'cause I obviously have no other plans and I hope it's not too late though it seems undoubtedly so. This shit is gonna screw up. And I can safely say that this isn't being pessimistic. Being pessimistic would be doing something but repeatedly believing that nothing is gonna happen. I reaaaally need to find a way. I hope SOMEONE shows me. (I hope God reads this haha) Anyhoo, I ended up not going to school and enjoying a mcgriddles meal so I guess that's a little satisfaction gained. I forgot to buy treats though. Damn I really need to tie a red string around my finger next time.