1 January 2009. Woooh. Let's see, what have I done/realised in 2008 that will improve my year ahead. Okay...first things first, I believe I'm closer to God now, experienced more exciting stuff, new revelations, realised that I am not cut out for vet science, am apparently interested in animal training, received two bunnies (one of which went across the rainbow), dog's youth renewed..? (I think that counts). Last but not least, I feel less pressurized to study. In fact, I feel that I may not even want to continue on. Yeah it kinda feels better cuz I used to be all " okay I have to do well for O levels or end of year exams " and stress stress stress but now I'm yeah...right okay. It may seem like a bad thing but I've come to realise that it's all good. I've thought it through, well and hard. You may think I'm a retard, but who's to say ? Since everyone has their own thoughts and beliefs and no one is to judge another man. What I'm saying is, you can study all your life, pressure yourself day to night, yes the reward will come (because in the bible it says that those who are in slumber will not be blessed but those who are hardworking will be blessed or something) but, after all is gained, you sit down, sip a cup of tea and ask yourself : what have you really done ? Have you done anything ? All you did was slob for the monetary system of the world. Yes, slob for the monetary system of the world and soak in the pleasures of it. So, personally, I don't feel a need for that. And henceforth, I will study to complete this course as what I am. From what I see, live your life as you are, pleasing to God's sight but remember, the righteous shall live not by the laws but by faith. So that's all we need, faith and the word of God. Hahaha I just realised this whole post doesn't even link! Haha okay whatever, I shall keep to my resolutions for 2009.