Struggling....struggling...squealing...Shittt-zorz like totally screwed man. Okay somehow I wish it was last friday night so I can tell my body to listen to my brain. My body rebels my brain, I just know it. Acting in opposition to every thing the brain says. What would you do if it was an emergency huh. We'll see if you'll listen to the brain then. The mood...it's too holiday-ish. Okay it's okay there's still the night to finish off this bullshit. Oh dear Lord please please please help me. I don't even care if I pass on the dot or by 0.0000000000001. I just want to frikin' pass. I don't wanna retake this stupid subject it will ruin my entire life. RE-taking this shit would mean having to study it again thus resulting in me having to take some time off next semester's subject's which is extremely important because there's animal anatomy which I hope to do well in and henceforth, destroying my wish of being a totally awesome kickass animal trainer. & that sucks. I will be cursing and swearing about this day and night should it come to pass. But then again, the world is coming to an end. And then I question myself : What the deuce am I doing here ? I should be working for Jesus. But then I asked my Mom. And my Mom said that we work for Jesus by doing well and become a living testimony ourselves. And sharing the gospel in school is one of the possibilities...Hmm, I should really consider that. I'll have to pray extra hard tonight. But then again, miracles don't work that way. And also the key point is to seek first the Kingdom of God, then all these things will be added onto you. That's a good note.