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Sigh. I want to be a Sea Otter Biologist AND Trainer. Geeeez. I realise that I hate many things in life. I hate how : 1) I have to learn things completely irrevelant to what I want to do. 2) I can't talk much in class 'cause I happen to be the odd-one-out that doesn't have the same frequency as others and being unable to be myself. 3) Suffering from jaw aches lately as I fake my way through laughter during school hours. 4) My sea otter book has not yet arrived. 5) There are so little sea otter books and information on them. 6) That sea otters and prairie dogs are rather critically endangered. 7) I can't get a sea otter and that I can't earn a lot of dough immediately by training sea otters. 8) Hence I can't quit school. 9) Fees for studying overseas are pretty costly. 10) Friggin' animal agency has not yet replied me even after countless emails that I've sent them. 11) Camp Lazlo takes an ultra long time to download. 12) Upcoming test that I'm going to do badly in. 13) Can't study anymore, unable to retain much. 14) Can't and have never been able to pay attention. 15) Can't migrate to California with family and have my own family of sea otters. 16) Having to study Human Anatomy & Physiology. 17) Having to wake up early. 18) Unable to do things that I want to do. 19) I don't have photographic memory and can only remember things that I want to know about. 20) I don't have 1 billion dollars. 21) I have some psychological issues that limits me. 8-( 8-( 8-( 8-( 8-( Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death Your perfect love is casting out fear And even when I'm caught in the middle of the storms of this life I won't turn back, I know you are near